Lesley's Views

I am.... complexity at its simplest and confusion at its clearest. I make fools of the intelligent and stoop to the level of the fool.
Invariably I push to be understood in a way that may seem abrasive or even silly at times. My heart is in the right place but my brain may not choose to follow...
I am.... ME!

Came home to find out that the only thing different about Mandeville is me. The fact that people are now so different and so much happier isn’t lost on me. Their improvement may have nothing to do with me but it still hurts that things got better after I left.

sigh… I apparently put too much on friendships and relationships that meant something to me but nothing to others. My friend says maybe I put too much into the separation. I tend to agree. Coming back and catching up made me sad instead of happy. I longed to come home so bad and when I finally got here it just isn’t the same.

I’m heartbroken…


Longing…. http://wp.me/s2OgsC-longing

When I had to move to mandeville for school, I fought the decisison tooth and nail. In my head I kmew it was the best decision for me, frankly I had made ghe decision all in my own. That howevef did not deter me from disliking uprooting my life and moving awaa vrom all I knew to go live in a strange town with my mom and herbest friend being the only two people I knew down there.
Three years passed…

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I seem to awkwardly reach out when I am feeling my worst, (Angry,frustrated,despondent) but as per usual I feel worse after…. Got to shake loose this bad habit!

Frustrated and annoyed!!!

I need to scream at somebody and not have them be hurt or offended. Lord, take this cup away from me.

I have never been selfish to anyone I love and that had been my downfall.

Reblogged from theparisreview
Sometimes you find that what is most personal is also what connects you most strongly with others. Grace Paley (via theparisreview)

Reblogged from imwithkanye


Best Friend Rights And Responsibilities | Mindy Kaling (reading an excerpt from Is Everyone Hanging Out Without Me?)

Anything in your closet is co-owned by me.

It is super weird for us not to share a bed.

Your boyfriend is never going to tell your skirt is too tight and riding up too high.

Holy shit, take that off, that looks terrible.

I can ditch you within reason.

I will keep your favorite feminine hygiene product at my house.

I will try to like your boyfriends five times.

As everyone knows, depressed people are some of the most boring people in the world.

If our phone conversation gets disconnected, there is no need to call back.

I will hate and re-like people for you but you can’t get mad if I can’t keep track.

Please try to remember to text me.

My new best friend

My new best friend

Reblogged from theparisreview
The best criticism is the sort that tells you what you already know but had been reluctant to accuse yourself of. J. D. McClatchy (via theparisreview)